After the CastingCrowns concert, I headed home. I was having a really bad day. The Daniel Powter song, was ringing in my head the whole time. It made me felt worst.
Bad sleep. Real Bad scolding, Real Bad black faces, Bad hair day. Bad dreams. What a Terribly Bad day la.
I was sitting on the Bus, alone. I glanced at the clock, 11.27pm. I felt cold and low. Then I felt kinda bored, so I began to feel abit emo, and started to think about the stupid stuffs that happened that day. Tears start to dribble down my cheeks, and I began to question God, "Why again. Why worst?" I thought I heard a voice. But somehow it sounded like my own voice. "I love you. Your not alone." Visions of the encounter times flashed in my mind. The moment when PastorYeefan prayed for me. Telling me over and over again, "God loves you." The warm embrace I felt, so comforted.
Then again, I doubted him. I questioned him at that moment, "God. If its really your voice, telling me that you love me, show me a symbol. Or maybe show me the Moon, cause whenever I look at it, I feel I see you."
I looked out of the window, trying to look out for the Moon. It wasnt there. Then I said again, "See. It wasnt you. It really wasnt you after all huh" Silence. Then I saw the Moon. It appeared right beside me. "I told you, I love you. I wont leave you alone. Never."
Throughout the whole journey, the Moon was right beside me. At the corner of my eye, I could see it. I pressed the bell, and I got down my bus. It was still there. I passed the Guard House, and I heard the Security said something, "Girl ah. Dont be scaredd laaa." I knew it was God. Not saying that He's got that Singlish accent la! Haha.
